Esok keje!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Salam maal hijrah 1430 semua.........

Alhamdulillah, berkat doa semua maka kesihatan ku hampir pulih sepenuhnya. Kesan luka laser kat perut semakin kering tp luka di dalam aku x pasti la pulak hehehe. Cuma, aku dah boleh dress up, blh makan benda lain selain drpd bubur dan roti............ dah jemu hehehe. Tapi aku x leh drive lg, terpaksa la srh Kak Lily mhantar dan mengambil aku buat sementara waktu ni.

Sepatutnya cuti sakit aku dah berakhir dan aku seharusnya memulakan kerja pd hari ini tp oleh kerana aku telah mengambil cuti tahunan pd 26/12 yg lalu yg kebetulan jatuh pd cuti sakit, maka org HR kat HQ kata aku blh forward cuti tu ke 30/12. Jadiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii, ini adalah hari terakhir utk aku berehat di rumah dan esok aku akan kembali bekerja...........

Rindu lak kat ofismate.................. kat meja aku, kat mug aku hehehe

Boringnyeeeee..........

Hari ni genap seminggu slps aku dibedah, bosan................ Rutin harian ku selain drpd makan ubat mcm yg doktor tetapkan, aku mengadap laptop utk berborak dgn kawan2 di kelab RAMFC. Bukak YM utk borak2. Hilang sikit bosan ni. Selain drpd itu, aku berjaya mhabiskan mbaca novel CHINTA dr Norhayati Berahim dan Kenangan Terindah hasil karya sape ntah. Ni la novel2 yg ku baca yg telah dibeli oleh Kak Lily kat Popular Megamall. Aku pesan gak srh dia tgk kut Personal Justice dah sampai tp katanya blm ada lg kat Popular.

Terfikir pulak, apa yg aku nak buat esok.

Aku dan appendix

Ni sekadar nak bercerita mengenai pengalaman dibedah utk kali pertama................

Rasanya pengalaman dibedah ni lebih azab, lebih menakutkan dr menaiki flying carpet kat Sunway Lagoon. Prnh dulu ktorg bertugas kerana mengiringi anak somebody so aku ambik kesempatan la nak naik flying carpet yg pd mata kasar aku ni x menakutkan mcm roller coaster tu. Tp bila dah naik rupa2nya sampai menangis aku dibuatnya........... mmg takut giler!!!!!!!!!!

Pd 14/12/2008 aku dibawa oleh Kak Lily ke Kuantan Medical Centre dgn tujuan utk mendapatkan rawatan tp akhirnya disahkan oleh doktor yg aku ni perlu dibedah dgn kadar segera utk membuang appendix..............

Sblm pembedahan aku telefon keluarga terutama sekali mama ku utk memberitahu psl ni dan sekaligus meminta ampun maaf......... ye la mana tau kutnya nyawaku diambil terus oleh pencipta tanpa sempat aku memohon ampun dr bonda tercinta kan. So, lbh kurang pukul 6pm pd ptg ahad tu, aku terus dibawa ke operation teater.......... Jeng3 takut giler ni. Doktor pakar bius sempat gak berkenalan dgn aku dan aku sempat la tgk dia cucuk ubat bius kat wayar di lengan ku. Lps tu pakar bius srh nurse tutup mulutku dgn alat bantuan pernafasan then.............. aku nmpk siling bergoyang dan aku x ingat apa2 dah.

Kesan ubat bius tu hilang pukul 12am. Dan aku sempat melihat apa yg terjadi di perut ku. Ada 3 lubang yg ditebuk oleh pakar bedah iaitu di pusat, di tepi dan di bawah perut. Dan menurut doktor 1 wayar telah dimasukkan melalui mulutku, kalau x silap ia dipanggil endoscopik. Masa ni aku teringat balik, mujur la aku sempat minta ampun maaf dr ma, sempat mengucap, sempat berselawat........ emmm x tau la kalau ditakdirkan allah mencabut nyawaku. Tapi syukur pd Allah, yg aku diberi kesempatan lg utk meneruskan hidup. Aku sempat menerima rawatan di Kuantan Medical Center selama 2 hari. Dan hari ini hari Selasa dlm pukul 3 lebih aku telah dibenarkan pulang.

Mujur jugak la sykt tmpt keje ku menyediakan medical insurance utk kemudahan pekerja2nya. So blh la mendapatkan rawatan di hospital swasta. Kalau nak harap masuk GH mmg aku x nak, aku bkn sombong mengada ke apa tp aku geli dgn tahap kebersihan di GH. Dan yg pasti mst kena tgu giliran nak kena operate.

Dan sekarang, aku telah diberi cuti sakit selama 2 minggu dan akan ada rawatan susulan slps ini. Terima kasih kpd bonda tercinta, k lily, adik2, ofismate, sedara mara, kawan2 di alam maya dan semua org yg telah mendoakan kesejahteraan aku.

A real friend is........

Someone who knows what you need before you say it
Someone who knows when to laugh and when to cry
Someone who truly listens when you have something to say
Someone that's there for you during the good and bad times
Someone who is caring
Someone who loves you with all their heart and soul
Someone who is interested in reality and not as a fashion display
Someone who is honest
Someone who is open and responsive
Someone who is never critical and ill-tempered in respect to your needs.
Someone who knows when things have to be compromised in the relationship
Someone who understands listening is a key, but using what is heard is even more important
Someone who's there for you no matter what
Someone who is trustful
Someone who gives a shoulder to cry on
Someone with a great sense of humour
Someone who has things in common with you
Someone who takes time to listen and enjoy you for who you are and tries not to make you something else.
Someone with a constant open ear, open heart, and open mind to accept and love people for who the really are.
Someone who will always be there to support your ideas without argument and love you for everything that you are.
Someone that can get a point across without yelling
Someone that remembers all the cute stupid stuff you love
Someone that has a personality with qualities you don't have yourself, but admire greatly in them
Someone who realizes you're two separate peopleand appreciates the differences.
Someone who can sense a mood problem, and not take it personally.
Someone who understands the difference between PMS, and a real problem. (didnt understand this)
Someone who can make you happy when your sad
Someone who tells you the truth even if you don't want to hear it.
Someone who will not hurt you intentionally
Someone that you can laugh with.
Someone who you can feel comfortable with
Someone who will love you in spite of your little idiosyncrasies. ( i think with all our stupidities :D (am lucky to have one thats y i say this)
Someone that would do anything to show how much they care
Someone who allows you to be yourself around them.
Someone who will respect you
Someone who cherishes your hopes and is kind to your dreams.
Someone who knows you're not perfect, but treats you as though you are.
Someone who listens with their heart and is your source of inspiration



P/s : Emmm i'll be glad to see someone who have all the criteria as mentioned earlier, but I know that nobody's perfect. I've received an email and would like to dedicate this poem to my 'virtual friends' and thank God for having a friends like them.

Miss u all...............